Sooo...Wow.. Its been a long time buddy. So much has changed. I feel like this is a diary ha. Really..
But Wow. Since I last blabed on here... I have ::
Changed a lot about my personallity.
Got a adorable Boyfriend.
Made some major changes on my opinions of people and such.
Traveled a lot of places.
I have grown up a lot.
Wow. I just cant beileve how much Life is changing for me. I'm finally realizing how STUPID I was so many months back.
I can't believe last year at the end of the year I was DYING to fit in with this one group that hoenstly didn't care for me there. And Now I end up making friends with Most of them. Haha.
I cant believe I thought I was in love with this boy in Wisconsin that I didnt even know very well.
I cant believe that I tried fitting in and being cool and cutting my wrists and all that shit.
I cant believe I thought makeup, and fake smiles passed you through life.
I cant believe how Damn UGLY i was last year.
I cant believe how much older and .. Okay fine i will say it... How much "prettier" i've gotten this year.
Last year if I woke up and looked like this I wouldnt even BELIEVE I was myself. I still dont believe this is me.
I cant believe how much I have changed in my personallity.
Last year I was a giddy, find yourself, ugly mess.
How I have changed all that.
Though I still may be a mess, I still am not completely ugly and I am not giddy.
I am Krista Lee Marie Losito and you all better recognize the name.
Sooner or later I know I will make it in life.
I am stronger, I am confident, Though I still may be EXTREMELY shy on the inside, I look strong on the outside.
I swear. I dont even know how I have this kinda courage to type this stuff about myself.
But.. I just CANT believe it.
Im almost in 10th Grade.
Meaning 2 more years of school..Well 3 counting next year.
Then Im out in the big real world.
I go out there with only the few that stayed with me throughout this whole big place.
Then Im off and living a life that I have no idea where its going to take me.
I am Going to miss all you guys though just thinking of it.
I mean seriously.. I really will even if you wont miss me.. Which I highly doubt you will even REMEMBER me in 2 years after we graduate. but thats OKAY with me..Well Not Really But I will remember you because only few people touch me like all the people I met have.
Every single person in my life has touched me one way or another and.. Im thankful for that.
Here I will list the people who have touched me in STRONG WAYS. the people that I really cherrish and I dont want to leave them but I know sooner or later they will forget me eventually.. But some I know will not::
~ADAM TIMOTHY MYERS :]...You are my best friend..never forget it. We've been through everything and anything together...Honestly and we will go through more in years to come :] I love you my Best.
~Taylor Paige Elias :]... You are my cousin, my sister, my best friend as well. You and Adam are really all I have in this life.
~Christopher Ryan Jefferies :]... I love you :] hehe. I hope we stay together for as long as possible :D
~Kaylyn [[Pinell]] :]... YOu were and always WILL be my FIRST BEST FRIEND. I lost you for 6 years but now we're back and stronger then EVER.
~Jared Kershner :].... Didn't think you would be up this high on my chart did you? Well you are. You honestly I bet dont realize it but you've been there for me when no one else was and accepted me as a friend and.. Im proud to be your friend and I just adore you :] thanks for everything!
~Kelsey Hess :]...Kelsey Kelsey Kelsey...You are such a doll. I adore you. You make me smile and pick me up at anytime and are always there for me. I adore you and Im so happy your my friend.
~Amanda Del Carmen A. Ward :]... Amanda ... You were my VERY BEST FRIEND in 7th and 8th and part of 9th grade..Then we had that argument and you didnt talk to me for what... 7 months? And then we did again and now were back and at kind of the same page again. I missed you. You are one of my very good / best friends now. And you have a beautiful singing voice and I hope you and I make it BIG someday.. I KNOW WE WILL :] F.A.I. forever :]
I Love you all<3
Thanks for everything.
If I didnt mention you,
I am sorry.
I LOVE YOU ALL <3